the knowledge that you arent very smart...

maybe im just meant to be alone. i dont know but i have never been good at the whole relationship thing. IM LONELY. but im also not very patient and heaven knows he was just trying figure out what he wanted. i do not take being let down very well. so i got the hell out of dodge. i frequently lie to myself though. i pretend he was the problem but its me. hi. im the problem its me.